Friday, December 29, 2006
YO!!!!! Chemical Jokestar here!!!!!! Super touched by the Manager's post... you have grown alotle so proud of you =D. Today i had CL 5, hmmm once again another thinking lesson for me and pearly. CL 5 talks about the importance of ministry, as we continue in the lesson i really come to the point to realise how important ministry is. It has really made to me want to build up the servent-hood attitude in me!! I am blessed by God to be able to bless others too!! And through ministry all of us will be stretched and moulded into what God have planned us to be, there's something that touched my heart today. The fact that God remembers every single small thing you do... the moment you are born, how much tears you have shed, how much hair you dropped, God knows and remembers them all. And another thing is every single member in the cell group means alot... EVERY SINGLE ONE!!!! I can say i never know how important this fact is until recently... when i feel the spiritual growth of some of the members in the cell group somehow have stopped. I start to fear, worry and pray... It is until recently i realise how much i treasure this cell group... i really want to tell everyone right here and right now... i love all of you... i really do... i love all of you guys so much that i surprise myself, all of you mean so much to me, be it a listener to my worries, or a companion to my jokes all of you are important. Another thing i wanna share with everyone... Spiritual Dryness is... deadly.... i experienced it i don't wish for anyone else to experience it ever again... it is a torture... i can say i broke down a few times within this week because of it so... please don't take Bible study, cell group meetings and services for granted ok... den bout the Pearly sharing part... super... ah... can't find the word for it lol, but... i do feel that we are chosen for a great destiny everyone i agree with Pearly totally in this area, Alex have amazed me by his growth, Yan sin has impacted me with her life, Cliff has inspired me to be the best, Cindy has taught me how to approach ppl and not giving up, Pearly gave me ideas on communicating with God, Shi min has taught me how to control with my mind and not judging people. Sometimes we don't realise it but... every single day we are impacting lifes... be it the life of our CG members or our frenz but WE ARE CHANGING SOMEONE so... never think that what you do is nothing... it IS something... ok that's all for today's post... somehow brought tears upon me wahahahahahahahahahahaha 9itez.
Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian.
2:00 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
