Sunday, December 31, 2006
YO YO YO!!! Chemical Jokestar here. Today was quite fun for me ba spent the morning with my mom but she having headache so we didn't go anywhere, den i went bbq with my ex church frenz it's really fun man!! But den i think one of my fren inhale too much smoke den lack of oxygen she passed out for a while. Today... had a talk with one of our sisters... abit sad but.. i tried and... i can't say it's fruitful... BUT!!! i have tried my best and i know it's good enough for me and God le... now wad's left is for her to make her own choice le... BUT i thank God for allowing me to speak to her =] OK!! that's all for today le =D and I"M ONE OF THE 4 GAME MASTERS FOR THE APPRECIATION CHALET!!! LIKE SO COOL MAN WOO HOO!!! TML"S THE FIRST DISCIPLESHIP WITH CLIFF!!! WHOA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so excited cannot sleep XD.
Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian
12:53 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Saturday, December 30, 2006
YO!! back from cell group =] today is like one of the shortest CG meeting XD and!!! SPARKY DIDN"T BARK MUCH AT ME!!! WOOO HOOOO, today's CG msg is God is GOOD~ this is like so true man and the new year i believe that this sentence will be in our hearts in everything we do, every situation we are in and in every direction we are moving towards this will be our enouragement and our motivation... i feel like i preparing some kinda motivational speech o.O LOL ok~~ i'm like super excited about the appreciation chalet!!! I ONE FOR THE FOUR GAME MASTERS!!! WOOO HOOOO!!!!! oh yea today we shared bout what is the great thing that God has done in our lives and... i decided that i wanna share with everyone and i hope that everyone can share as well coz these testimonies will serve as a great encouragement to others!! The 2 great things God has done for me in this year is... my rededication and placing me in N266. I thank God for touching my heart once again and placing me in this wonderful family... we are so different yet we mix round so well amazing but true, this bonding that we have in this CG is not a normal one, our spiritual ties are so strong and i'm proud to be a N266-rian!!! YOU GUYS ARE A BLESSING TO ME!!! Lol i found that recently i'm thanking God alot in my posts LOL!!
Thank you Lord~~
Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian
12:07 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Friday, December 29, 2006
YO!!!!! Chemical Jokestar here!!!!!! Super touched by the Manager's post... you have grown alotle so proud of you =D. Today i had CL 5, hmmm once again another thinking lesson for me and pearly. CL 5 talks about the importance of ministry, as we continue in the lesson i really come to the point to realise how important ministry is. It has really made to me want to build up the servent-hood attitude in me!! I am blessed by God to be able to bless others too!! And through ministry all of us will be stretched and moulded into what God have planned us to be, there's something that touched my heart today. The fact that God remembers every single small thing you do... the moment you are born, how much tears you have shed, how much hair you dropped, God knows and remembers them all. And another thing is every single member in the cell group means alot... EVERY SINGLE ONE!!!! I can say i never know how important this fact is until recently... when i feel the spiritual growth of some of the members in the cell group somehow have stopped. I start to fear, worry and pray... It is until recently i realise how much i treasure this cell group... i really want to tell everyone right here and right now... i love all of you... i really do... i love all of you guys so much that i surprise myself, all of you mean so much to me, be it a listener to my worries, or a companion to my jokes all of you are important. Another thing i wanna share with everyone... Spiritual Dryness is... deadly.... i experienced it i don't wish for anyone else to experience it ever again... it is a torture... i can say i broke down a few times within this week because of it so... please don't take Bible study, cell group meetings and services for granted ok... den bout the Pearly sharing part... super... ah... can't find the word for it lol, but... i do feel that we are chosen for a great destiny everyone i agree with Pearly totally in this area, Alex have amazed me by his growth, Yan sin has impacted me with her life, Cliff has inspired me to be the best, Cindy has taught me how to approach ppl and not giving up, Pearly gave me ideas on communicating with God, Shi min has taught me how to control with my mind and not judging people. Sometimes we don't realise it but... every single day we are impacting lifes... be it the life of our CG members or our frenz but WE ARE CHANGING SOMEONE so... never think that what you do is nothing... it IS something... ok that's all for today's post... somehow brought tears upon me wahahahahahahahahahahaha 9itez.
Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian.
2:00 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
hey hey Chemical Manager here!!!
just found out that my name ALEX = defender of mankind ... lol
anyway today BS was really GREAT i tell you ..
its lesson 5 on OUR DAILY QUIET TIME ...
i've learnt that we need to set a time aside for GOD everyday to communicate with him
during this period of time GOD can talk to you personally give you directions and even tell you his SECRETS .. ;)
i've also learnt that our Daily Quiet Time need to be in a quiet place [ or else then why is it call QUIET time .. lol ]
the place we chose will have a GREAT impact on what GOD will be able to tell us ..
like for example we set our Daily Quiet Time infront of the TV because we do not want to miss our favourite drama or series ... when God tries to tell you something or gives you direction he will be automaticaly ' turned off ' by the sight of you watching televison as you are not giving him ALL YOUR TIME!!
if you see your friend sms while he is talking to you , you also will automaticaly wont tell him things right ? same concept here :)
Another thing that i've learnt is that our Daily Quiet Time can be anything ranging from praying in tongues to singing to GOD!! [ the singing part i am gonna adapt it :) ]
Our Daily Quiet Time is very important as it helps us draw closer to GOD .. it improves the relationship we have with God so that he wont be our LORD and FATHER , but also a friend and counseller :)
Today Pearly gave BS until the end that part .. she said something that really touched my heart .. she said :' if God wants to descirbe you three in four words it would be " you are the best " .. '
she told Zhi Xian , Yan Xin and me that she Cindy and Cliff all thinks that we are choosen by God Himself to do GREAT things ..
for Yan Xin .. she had been through things that normally kids at her age would not go through although that cannot be said as a blessing but then it would be a experience that little will have and it will reach out to people with the same experiences ..
for Zhi Xian .. he had been really hungry for BS and the word of God .. he had BS for dunno how many times a week and even Pearly was amazed by the number of BS he had every week .. man he is sure one hungry fella ;)
for me... Pearly said that there is God's grace in my life ... which i think it is really true .. God made me in this way and placed me in such a good enviroments and gave me friends like you all and most of all He DIED FOR MY SINS .. these are really grace by God Himself i believe and that i will never look down on myself again as in His eyes we are the best as he created us in His image ... and HE would love us like any father would love his sons and daugthers .. so guys .. thanks .. for friends are gifts from God sent down to look after you i once heard ... friends are like angels .. help you when you fall down , encourage you when you are depressed and lends you a really BIG helping hand when you are in trouble and they do not ask for any rewards .. its because they are your friends .. so cherish them well ..
Chemical Manager
Alex
Signing out ..
12:56 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
hey hey .. your own Chemical Manager here Pai Seh people been away to the JOURNEY TO THE WESTnow back to ... The Life Of Alex ..hmm where should i start?ok lets start with the christmas service .. MAN!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!i brought like 8 frens there and 6 got SAVED!!! PRAISE THE LORD x 100000000000000000lolalthough i realli hope that the other two will get saved too .. but nevertheless..PTL!!This coming weekend's cellgroup and service if Steffi is going i will do my best to impact her !!!i know it is not an easy task but not to fear GOD is here !!! LOLyeah cause i know God is always with us no matter what :)Second in line is the story Pastor Kong told!!! after i heard the story i was SOOOOOOO TOUCH ... man .. GOD IS A GOOD AND GREAT GOD!! CAN I HEAR AN AMEN?!lol[ if you guys haven heard of the story yet refer back to the earlier post Chemical Jokestar has made 100% will get touched man .. ;) ]The part where he said :" Big sins or small sins they will all be washed away by the BLOOD OF JESUS!!" woah.. that quote powerful man... love it lots lots .. :)another quote from Pastor :' when our hands are dirty we use soap to wash it clean ; when our shirts get dirty we use detergent to wash it clean ; but when out hearts gets dirty the only agent that will wash it clean IS THE BLOOD OF JESUS!!!' another powerful quote .. oso love it lotsa lotsa last but not least the shortest but the most impacting quote that will open your heart up ...:' Small sins or BIG sins , they are still sins that needs to be forgiven , so lets open our heart up to him and lets invite Jesus INTO our lifes .. 'man .. everytime he says tat .. i can just feel my man-spirit inside me jumping up and down shouting ' AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!! ' and on and on .. so i hope the post would be a realli impacting one .. to u guys out there .. man .. GOD REALLI CHANGED ME .. those who knew me before will know how much i have changed man .. wanna thank God for this GREAT change he made in me .. haiz.. time to go peeps ..your beloved Chemical Manager alex Signing out..
11:21 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Monday, December 25, 2006
yo!! this is to add on to yesterday's post i missed out one more revelation Cindy shared, you know when the candle was blown out there's this burnt smell? It's actually the same for us, when our passion for Christ is burning, we bring warmth and blessings to other people. But when our passion for Christ burns out, what's left is just the burnt smell which means we are more of a burden den a blessing!! So see how much our passions for Christ is? =D TODAY!!! once again cried abit at the end of the drama lol today is something special though, Pastor Kong shared a story and it made me cried.
There was a pastor who preached about the Blood of Jesus cleanses all sins. At the end of the service, a businessman approached him and invited him home for dinner to ask him one questions. Prompt by the Holy Spirit the Pastor agreed, that night when the pastor reached the man's house, the man lead him into a room with a large green curtain. The man asked the pastor to wait while he disappeared behind the curtain, when he returned, he held a huge gun in his gun. He told the pastor to not be afraid for he only wanted to ask 3 questions, he asked the first question," Pastor... This gun had already killed 4 people, 2 by my own hands, 2 by my friend. WILL!! the Blood of Jesus be able to wash away my sin as a murderer??!!" The pastor calmly nod his head and said yes. The man, gotten his answer moved on to the next question." Pastor, i have been selling drugs and alcohol to in my bars. Almost every night, women young and old would carry their babies and knock on my back door... begging me to stop selling drugs to their husbands. i KICKED them away and slammed the door in their face... CAN the BLOOD OF JESUS WASH AWAY THIS SIN!" The pastor once again answered yes even more loudly. The man now look even more depressed as he ask his last question. "PASTOR!!!! I HAVE BEEN A DRUNKARD AND ABUSED MY WIFE AND DAUGHTER!!!! CAN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CLEAN AWAY THIS SIN!!" The pastor stood up, wake over to the man and shook him while shouting." YES!!! OTHER PEOPLE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FORGIVE BUT THE BLOOD OF JESUS IS ABLE TO WASH AND CLEAN AWAY ALL THIS SINS!!!!" The man who has gotten his answers thanked the pastor and the pastor went away. The man walked over to the green curtain and flung it open, behind the curtains are a whole collection of expensive and rare liquors all over the world. The man took up a bat and start smashing the bottles, there were so many bottles that it was dawn by the time the man was done. He walked across the lawn and to his residential area and walked into the house, the wife and daughter of the man started to tremble as they heard his footsteps. The man walked upstairs immediately and sat on his chair, the wife asked the daughter to tell the man that breakfast is ready. The little girl was not very willing but she went up anyway and said in a small trembling voice." Daddy... mommy say that breakfast is ready..." The man looked at the little and gave a little smile and answer, " hey precious go tell mommy that daddy is not having breakfast." The little girl stood there for a moment and bolted downstairs screaming, " MOMMY MOMMY!!!! DADDY CALLED ME PRECIOUS!!" The wife stood there and looked at the little girl doubtfully," are you sure my dear little child?" By this time the man is walking down the stairs and picked up his daughter on the way and sat her on his left lap and he pulled his wife gently onto his right lap, and he lean his head between both of them and began to sob. "Dear... i have i not been a good father and husband. But now... i am different for the Blood of Jesus has cleanse me and i now have peace in my heart... I'm so sorry."
And that's the end of the story =] It is so true... that with Christ there is peace in the heart and we can make a difference and be a blessing to others by sharing this peace with them!! This story will be with me forever... it will be mentioned to every friend that i will be reaching out to... For it has made a difference in me... ok i gotta go cry again lol =x
Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian
10:15 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! Chemical Jokestar here WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, OK!!! How is everyone doing man, i missed today's service T_T no choice my grandmother's birthday, ANYWAY!!! I hope everyone has enjoyed the drama =] i really did i even cried in the end lol, anyway i got a revelation during the candle caroling part. While i looked at the flame of the candle in my hands i thought, how can i maintain to be on fire for Christ? And some kinda chemistry thing came to my head, FIRE needs oxygen to burn, the fire means our passion for Christ, the oxygen is the Spiritual Air we breath when we pray. SO!!!! the simple equations is~~~ praying = continuing to stay on fire. =D SO!!! see how important prayer is le ma? XD after that Cindy called me today and shared her revelation with me!!! and it's a continuation of my revelation!!! SO AMAZING MAN!!! Cindy said that today while she was looking at the candle, the air con was so big that the flame keep flickering until she put her hand around the candle to protect it. And her hand remind her of the hand of God who is protecting us when we get unstable, but God's hand will not always be there because God wants us to go through test to practise our faith. AND!!! after that she shared ANOTHER revelation with me PTL!!! she say that her candle did flicker out during the service and she relight it from her neighbour. She say that even when our passion for Christ burns out, we can always look for our brothers and sisters in Christ to relight it again. I was like wow man!!! 3 revelations in just 2 DAYS!!!! WONDERFUL MAN!!!! I'm gonna pray to God to speak to me EVEN MORE TML!!! =D
Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian
PS. i'm calvin no more wahahahahahahahahahaha
12:37 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Friday, December 22, 2006
HIHI!! Chemical Jokestar here, today super tired... for some unknown reasons o.O today i woke up to hear my sis quarreling with my mom, so... i guess i said some super inspiring words lol my mom and sis cried den in the end i left them alone to talk more calmly. =D I really want to thank God for putting the words of wisdom into my mouth otherwise i dunno the quarrel will end up like how sia... SO!! i went to meet the C.W.B pioneers for jamming!!! we play Great Is Our God and decided that we should try a worship song next time XD coz the pace too fast le den i dunno how to play bass but in the end i play bass... LOL so super messy ah!!! But den we will continue practising de!!! we will make it perfect de wahahahahahahahahahaha~ after jamming we went for BS with Cliff, hmmmm maybe i was expecting too much from Cliff so in the end i was abitba it was not as inspiring as i thought he would be, but i observed his BS methods, Cindy is more of telling experiences and sharing stories, Pearly is more on sharing revelations and would engage into a thinking scenario with you, for Cliff i observed that Cliff always sums up the point into one powerful sentence at the end, sweet and easy to remember. Maybe it's because i attended GS5 le that's why it's not really super powerful. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO DISCIPLESHIP WITH CLIFF!!! i'm sure it will be a super mind blowing experience, muzle later head fly off. Tml will have prayer meeting part 2! it will be another really fun experience and another chance to exercise my spirit man!! muz let my spirit man become more fit den ROCKY waHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =D
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka ZhiXian
12:15 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
HIHI!!! back from da prayer meeting le!!! today's prayer meeting is... SUPER FUN!!! lol we prayed from 8pm till 9 30 pm!! And Mei Gen GOT HER SALVATION!!! WOOT!!! Today we prayed for jocelyn to be baptised in the Holy Spirit too!! =D after the prayer meeting we had a SUPER FUN TIME!!! We ate pizza and played music and chatted and sang and dance machiam christmas party liddat sia!!! LOL after the "party" all of us pack up and go off after cleaning up Cliff's house den Shimin and me talked quite alot on the way home learnt alot of things from her. =D Hmmm that's all for today's adventure le looking forward to TML!!!
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
1:59 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Yo GUYZ!!! i'm here again to annoy everyone =D first of all i wanna make this clear when i never reply you guy's sms it's because my hp got prob... i sent msg to alot of ppl and alot of ppl say they nvr receive T_T so my hp got prob le please bear with it =x. ALRITY!! later we're be a prayer meeting at Cliff's house! Gotta get myself ready to be refilled once again wahahahahahahahahahaha ok end of annoying post will be back with a super mind blowing later after the prayer meeting... confirm one!! and now our cg got 52 people!!! not yet hit the target but it's a nice number, N337 got 53!!! ARGH cannot lose!!! JIA YOU N266!! =D
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
3:46 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Monday, December 18, 2006
hi all... this is Chemical Jokestar...but not in joker mood because whenever i see this blog now-a-days... feel very lonely sia... coz only i putting in entries, sometimes i will think are all of us even serious when we started this blog. It really hurts deep inside of me for some reason but i dunno why, it just hurts... OK!! ANYWAY i wanna talk bout today or rather yesterday's sermon msg, it's the continuation of shangah's story. Pastor Kong talked about the ox goad and the 3 things to success, this week, he continued on wad can 1 person do in a 1 to 600 people odds situation the first thing we can do isPRAY!!! and this sentence really served as a great encouragement to me, Pastor Kong said: " YOU CAN NEVER SAY IT IS IMPOSSIBLE UNTIL YOU HAVE PRAYED." So that sent me thinking, the last i time i said that something is impossible to be done... have i prayed bout it first? the 2nd thing we can do is SET GOALS, the 3rd is WORK HARD, STRENGTH IS NOT JUST THE ABILITY TO HAVE VICTORY ALL THE TIME, BUT IT IS ALSO THE ABILITY TO HANDLE FAILURE. This is another inspiring sentence to me, when we have done our best but fail, we should be ready to bounce back anytime!!! And when we have done our best, it is enough, it is enough for yourselves, it is enough for God. God will be smiling in heaven and telling all the angels beside him:" That's my child!~" SO!!! no matter what we do, we should always step out in Faith and DO OUR BEST!! Pastor Kong's wife, Sun said this to Pastor Kong, " For the things that we can't control, God will work his miracles. But for things that we can control, God expects us to work really really hard for it." This sentence will give me the encouragement and motivation to continue working hard when i feel that all hope is lost.. and the last thing we can do is SERVING OTHERS. Mother Thearesa was a powerful example of serving others, there are people asking her how can they become like her, and she always answers them with 4 words just 4 words," FIND YOUR OWN CALCATTA." Yeap yeap so~~ this week's sermon is one of those super duper strong powerful amazingly impacting sermons that i will carry with me where ever i go. After the service on sunday~ there was the graduation ceremony of the SOT students!! CONGRATS TO CINDY AND MICHELLE!!! WOOOO HOOO!!!!! Cindy cried~~~!!! =x Lol~ after the ceremony we went to the air port to fellowship with N337 de members =D super fun man we play until 5pm liddat den we go home le everyone seems to be very tired. =D Oh yea when we fellowshipping ah got one small boy fall down and the head bleed sia!!! Wha there was tension in the air man but dun think anything bad happened to the boy... God please look after the poor little boy... after the fellowship with N337 while we walkin to sky train to go home we met Pearly and King and we went for fellowship PART 2!! lol part 2 lasted till 6 15pm den we REALLY made our way home. BUT!!! Vinson msged me and ask me to meet him T_T AND SO!!! i went to meet him den we go play lan for 1 hour, shopping and had dinner together i reached home at 12 30 ~_~" lol ok that's all for today... exciting day eh now i'm dead beat lol!! THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING MY DAY SO EXCITING TODAY!!! I'll be looking forward to tml!!! 9itez PPL!!!
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
12:21 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Saturday, December 16, 2006
YO!!! this is to add on to yesterday's post since no time to post a lot of things yea!! Yesterday had CL lesson 3 with Spiritual lao shi =D then it was very inspiring, the main topic the lesson is worship. I never knew that worship had so many other factors in it, like attitude and spiritual worshiping. The MOST IMPORTANT thing that i felt is that worshipping without service is hypocrisy!!! So~ the proportion for worshiping is~~~ worship 2/3 service 1/3. =D So!! lets not do the 2/3 only shall we? =] AND!! i receive a revelation yesterday!! All of us know that honey is sweet but when it goes through fire and gets burnt, it becomes a black smelly chao da thing, like Christians, the fire is the trials that God puts us through. How many of us can be like frankincense, we smell even nicer after our trials OR we show how much we love God and how holy we are before the trial BUT start to complain and badmouth God when things start to not go smoothly. And Cindy shared with me bout standing in the gap, and i find that we are really limited. That's why all of us are here, with different skills and thinking so that we can cover up each other's limitations. SO!!! WE ARE N266 COME ON MAN!! THIS CHRISTMAS 100 PPL IS NOTHING!! PRAY HARD REACH OUT BE BOLD BE CREATIVE IN YOUR OUTREACH!!!!!!! And yesterday had a 1 hour talk with Cindy which she really enlighten me alot and she prayed for me a prayer that really touched my heart and almost made my tears fall. so i would like to once again say THANK YOU to her. THANK YOU CINDY!!!!
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
EZK 22:30
I LOOK FOR SOMEONE WHO COULD BUILD A WALL, WHO STAND IN THE PLACES WHERE THE WALLS HAVE CRUMBLED AND DEFEND THE LAND WHEN MY ANGER IS GOING TO DESTROY IT, BUT I COULD FIND NO ONE.
this will be the verse that i'll be building my foundations on. =]
10:12 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Friday, December 15, 2006
yoOoOooOOoooOOO~~ =D i just finish doing half a song sheet for the cg later wahahahahahaha i dunno how to put pictures so i leave it to shi min le =x but den from this experince ah... never take the song sheets for granted man it's all the time and blood of the person who make it lol!! OK!! gotta get ready to leave for cg le cya guys later!!! =D
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
5:53 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
HEY HEY HEY~~~ back from tertiary outreach XD~ it was wonderful man!! Very fun and really play alot of strange games nvr play be4 one whahahahahahahahahaha. Be4 the meeting had a small meeting with our CG members and we came up with a WONDERFUL!!! ... thing =D. Den we made MTV with wei yang's phone,next time shall show the whole CG heh heh heh. Overall today we had tons of fun although nth really spiritual happened, hmmm... this week like no spiritual encounters yet later must pray le... that's all for today =D, OH!!! one more thing must add... PRAY FOR XMAS SERVICE!!!! we hit a nice number of 5 for the time being but it's not enough come on people!! we can breakthrough the 100 PPL MARK!!! LETS TRY OUR BEST AND REACH OUT!!! =D
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
12:04 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
YO!!! i apologies for not bloggin fr so mani days... i made a super dumb mistake lol~ i shall not say wad it is but den if you wanna know come ask me personally ba =D OK!!! time to blog bout wad i missed out i had CL lesson 2 on monday =D den... even though it was quite a strange session but i still learn smth nevertheless XD and that day ah... Pearly say maybe because we both very tired that's why she teach until very strange den my reactions also very strange in the end... it was strange wahahahahahahahahaha~ den ah Pearly said some super strange stuffs den she laugh like mad LOL it was one side of her that i've nvr seen be4 lol~ After that went for prayer meeting on tues it was one of the MOST powerful prayer meeting i've attended until now man!!! Everyone was on FIRE!!! but physically of cause lol but den everyone really gave their 100%!! And Jaron may not have prayed in tongues but i can feel that he is desprate to let it out!! during the prayer meeting when i was praying with him i can feel that he is opening his mouth but somehow he just can't let the sound come out!! JARON!!! JIA YOU!! den today i went to work at 3 but i got sent home at 7pm... cause i got bad flu T_T tml will be the tertiary outreach day!! MUZ PRAY FOR TML!!! =D ok that's all for today i can't think the flu is attacking my head le ~_~"
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
10:25 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Hi hi people!!! Your beloved Chemical Manager is here!!! I AM NOW NO LONGER SICK!!! ALL THANKS TO GOD!~ YAY~~
Woa today the prayer meeting at the jurong west church ar .... POWER MAN!!! lol i on fire there man... whole body STEAM!!! lol....(i still dont get it why they dun let me use the word ... haiz)
anyway the prayer meeting today was GREAT before that we got Bible study on lesson 4 its about the gifts and fruits of the holy spirit xD it had created that urge in me to use all the gifts to their fullest potential and that i am so glad when Cindy says that : its already there , u just doesnt know how to use it . Like i give you a handphone without the battery or the sim card and you dunno how to use the phone its the same thing!!!! i am realli happy to hear that as i already know that the gifts of the Holy Spirt is already in me and its only up to me to discover how to use them ... SO EXCITED!!!
After that we went for the prayer meeting ... when we prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed and sang the song ' take all of me ' its really seemed like it was veri short and i was hoping for more to come when the pastor said do you know that we have been praying for an hour? then we all look at the clock behind ... IT WAS 9 PM !!! we been praying for an hour or so!!! it all seemed soooooo short and it wasnt even tiring for me!!!
Finishing the prayer meeting we went to the back of the church and took some nice nice pictures xD ... (next time Cindy send me the pics den i post here )
Feeling veri hungry we went to the nearest coffee shop to eat xD although i still dun have much appetite i still manage to glup down a small bowl of noodles with alot of vegetables Cindy gave me with some vegetables donated by Michelle xD anyway we talked about our personal view of the prayer meeting and found out each and everyone of us thinks that the prayer meeting was really great and powerful!!! we keep prompting Jaron to talk though.... JARON U MUST TRY TO TALK MORE!!!! COMMUNICATE!!!
After that we took the bus to the MRT ... and on the way we talked on how to solve jaron not talking this problem and oso heard Cindy's touching story.. which really inspire me to have THAT kind of relationship with God.. i think i can make it!!!!
Reaching the MRT we all seperated and Jaron Michelle Cindy and me went to take the MRT back home .. 3/4 of the train ride Cindy spent time talking to Jaron about not wasting his time and things like that... Pai Seh i was listening ... was outta steam by that time ... and 1/4 of the time i was talking to Michelle on what i plan to do next time .. and how CWB 's future will become xD
Upon reaching my MRT station ... i waved goodbye and just went back home...
SO today was a really amazing day and i really wanna thank God for all of these .. for giving me friends i never had before , for giving me my self-confidence and for giving the chance to change myself ...THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME !!!!
so now i gotta go sleep ler... so late ler.. later i sick again ... CHOI!!
anyways cya guys next time ba ... bye bye
Alex
Chemical Manager
Signing off
12:31 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Saturday, December 9, 2006
Me in the most ' eat power ' stage of fever
Hi~ ppl.... its been 5 days since i had fever.... man ... still having it ... thanks guys for concerning me xD realli appreciated it alot
this morning woke up at 6 am ... haiz... fever gone up again... 38.7 degrees....
dunno wad wrong with my body or the devil.... make me sick ... actually becoming okay de.. den for dunno wad reason shot up again one time shot up to 39.9 ... tot my brain gonna become boiled liao ... but heng i prayed and prayed and my parents all stood up all night and took care of me and due to the realli nice nice sms u all send mi i nmanage to get thru :)
now i am sitting in front of the computer still got a bit of minor fever and a veri big infection in my throat... eating lozengels to keep me talking properly...
realli wanna pray veri hard UNTIL my fever is gone :) as Cliff said " pray UNTIL "
so for u guys out there i think i will make it back here in a few more days to give u'all an update on this fever of mine :)
so for now i gotta go rest le
signing out
alex
ChemicalManager ( condition : sick )
4:50 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Friday, December 8, 2006
hi!! i'm back...haha...gt a testimony 2 share...dat time i ask my mom 4 money 2 go out...at least 2 eat n buy snacks...so i asked 4 $10...she dun wan 2 give me...so i walked out of her office sadly...den i saw my uncle..he called out 2 me n passed me a $10 note...he said its e money 4 e spoiled tv in my hse dat he sold...tis was a financial blessing...i have nt only received juz tis financial blessing...i will share e testimony wif u on cg! =p2dae dun hav bs as ying ying cnt make it...so me n cindy chatted abt God, demons, spirits n my bgr wif my gf, khalisah...den there's sumtin i'd like 2 share...dats wat cindy told me 2dae...it all started wif a question...i said..." cindy, if God can forgive us...y can't he forgive satan? " cindy den told me tis; e tin dat i wanna share..." God's willing 2 forgive us bcoz we're willing 2 confess our sins n repent( though nt all ppl r liddat), bt e devil refused 2 repent n denies his sins" so as a christian, we shuld b more open 2 our leaders n tell them abt ur past, present. future iz 2 b decided by urself n God. we shuld repent n shame e devil!! Praise e lord!!-sign of-Chemical Goatsignature: meehhhh!
12:27 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Thursday, December 7, 2006
heeeeeeeeeeh heeeeeeeeeeeeh heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh~~~ ChemicalJokestar here!! Today had my first discipleship!! IT WAS SO..... WOW~~ lol Cindy ah wha scold mi and Zhong Ping until very jia liat sia!!!! we were crying so badly that the sercurity guard thought Cindy threatening us or smth sia!!!! (here is the real story... Cindy juz shared bout 2 stories in the Bible den no more le XD)
Den~~ i go have the fellowship with my zone camp members~~ it was not really fellowship lah since it's juz 4 of us out of the 12 lol~ after the fellowship i go back find Cindy and Kai Yang le den while they have BS i at the side read the notes Cindy gave me and i found these few lines i wanna share. "But when i commic my faithfulness,i make my commitments. It is not saying i will try." Cindy emphasized on this area a mature Christian should give strong and firm answers dun say i will try lah~~ see how first lor~~~ THAT is very de not mature lol, so here's a small challenge i post to everyone reading this post, can YOU not give a uncertain answer for like... 1 week? lol den maybe all of us can together and see what difference did giving a strong answer make =D. Another line i find meaningful is "I am sold and not for sale to others. I am sold to Jesus, I cannot do anything else. I cannot consider anything else." This is one super useful line to those who are backslidding, you see from the day you accept Jesus, you are sold to him and he paid a high price for us. When we are sold to him, we become his priceless and he will nvr at any offer sell us out yeap yeap and since we are in a sense bought by him, it is natural that we are to be faithful and serve him and only him rite? =D and lastly for today's entry i'll end with a tesitimony, honestly speaking i am becoming my old self again, irresponsible and stuffs so i asked for help from Cindy and she told me to fast and pray for it. So that's wad i did and the next day i went for work while fasting guess wad happened? My supervisor gave me a new responsibility and he say he is willing to take the risk and give me another chance!! SO!!! moral of the testimony? Our God is a God of 2nd chance!! If we fail his test he will test us again and again and again till we pass it =D Ok~~ that's all for tonite folks rmb to pray be4 sleeping~ 9itez!
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
11:47 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Hiya~ Once again it's annoying me again~~ lolx today had a half day tour guide job that God has blessed me with and it's 9bucks/hr!! woot~~ after that i stone at orchard walk walk read books at kinokunya till 5pm den go jamming with Kai Yang and Kelvin(kai yang's fren) after that got BS with Cindy, Zhong ping, Ying Ying, Jaron,Alex,Kevin(Jaron's fren who is from another cg and will be joining us) and we learn bout fellowship-ing, how important it is and how it should work. God will give us a Spiritual Gift when we join a home cg, which is like SO COOL MAN imagine a gift JUST FOR YOU FROM GOD!!! WOOOO and we exchange prayer requests today later must rmb to pray for the person which i got her prayer request one lol. After that was dinner/supper at cheers~ on the way there's alot of cute picture taking lol~~~~ if got chance will upload =D, today was a fun and filling day oh and we did RP BS too lol~~ so fun~~ XD. Well~~~ that's all for today. RMB TO PRAY~~~ 9itez~!!~
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
1:14 AM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Sunday, December 3, 2006
Yo~oO~Oo~~~ Chemical Jokestar reporting after serving dialects service!!!! It's was a very... mixed feeling plus happening plus fun plus... alot of thing day lol~ the elderly ppl are so... cute? i dunno izzit the rite word to describe them lol coz they walk very slow den when they see you they smile so happily that they show their almost all gone teeth den is like... so cute!! XD Den my job today was to help the elderly got off the bus and alot of other labour work like keeping the barricade and bringing stuffs up and down. Den had a long rest with my partner Calob, and my boss Hock Seng lol. Den soon it was time for the elderly to go back home le, we prepare ourselves for battle and wave 2 CAME!!! we fought hard and had a victorious battle lol sounded strange, anyway is all the elderly safely got home lol. Den i at first wanna go home de but den my mom called and ask me wanna go eat together anot, i was like .... WOW swee lah i juz nice no money wanna go home eat maggie one lol =x. So i sat at KFC while waiting for my parents and think bout the old folks that came today. And den i felt so amazed and touched by them, they have difficulty walking but YET!! they made their way down every sunday. What a amazing amount of Faith they have, and they bring their frenz down too!! Is like... whoa even the elderly are trying their best to serve God too!!! WE AS TEENAGERS AND YOUNG ADULTS SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT TOO!!!! Yeap~~ so.. that's the happening stuffs that happened today and... i'm really really glad that i was there to witness it all. Lets all do our part to shine for God yea ppl!!!!
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
10:21 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
Saturday, December 2, 2006
Yo~~~~~~~~~~~ So long nvr blog le sia coz i dun have the passwords.... BUT!!!! now that i got the password le... heh heh heh i'm here to bring noise to everyone again!!! =D The thing i wanna blog about is PEARLY'S B/D PRANK~~ wha so gan dong man when Pearly cry that moment i almost wanna cry also sia lol~ but den really we have to thank Pearly for all the hard work and sacrifices that she made for all the new believers which includes me lol. SO!!!! No one ever lets Pearly's expectations down ah ar bo i make sure the C.W.B group will not let that person have a easy life!! WE WILL THROW CHEMICAL WARFARE BOMBS AT YOU!! whahahahahahaha~ juz kiddin lah lol~ OK!! back to the important thing bout blogging!! WAD I LEARNT TODAY~~ during the cg meeting we learnt even more in depth bout praying. It may be the basic to a christian life BUT we need strong foundations be4 we can achieve great things and be the salt and light for God!! SO~~~ lets not overlook praying k? For service we learn about Shamgar son of Anath, the hero that has only 2 verses about him BUT Pastor Kong can preach for 1 hour about him, it's like WOW lol. About Shamgar, he is a farmer with no military training nor equipment BUT he destroyed a 600 people army of Philistines with ONLY a ox goad. We are like Shamgar, we are struggling against a world population of enermies, what will our ox goad be? I had a revelation during the service, when Pastor Kong said that with God we are the majority. I almost cried because i could feel God touching my head lightly and smile to me and say," Yes. With me we are the majority, i am always with you and will be forever." I know this is already in my knowlegde le but den somehow i just feel so touched all over again. Yea SO!!! GOD LOVES ME!!! XD well that's all for today~ had a wonderful spiritual encounter. SO~~ till next time~~
Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian
11:54 PM; noCHEMICAL; noLIFEY
